NOT WORTH IT, FOR PEOPLE LIKE YOU..

heh,aku ingat kau kawan baik aku..

baik lah sangat..

tapi sayang sebab aku sorang je yang fikir macam tu..

sayang sebab, maybe aku tak pernah nak belajar dan faham macam mana otak kau berfungsi..

sayang, sebab aku buang masa fikir pasal kau..

sayang, doa2 aku boleh bagi kat orang lain tapi aku bagi kat kau..

tapi takapa,sebab its all over..

takapa sebab aku dah lali kene buang macam ni..

takapa sebab memang manusia macam kau tak reti berterima kasih..

takapa sebab aku da jumpa tujuan hidup aku..

takapa sebab you are no longer my concern..

takapa sebab my cruise is taking off without you,

and i'm not gonna look back..

kau tahu??aku selalu doa,biar hidup kita sama bergerak..sama berjaya, sama berputar..

sebab kau kawan aku..sebab aku sayang kau..

well now it seems funny..

well now i know its not worth it for people like you..

KISAH CINTA RETORIK ITU BUKAN KISAH KITA.

Puisi cinta yang kita ucapkan

Janji-janji yang kita lafazkan

Itu semua mainan belaka.

Kerana kita diajar yang cinta itu indah.

Tapi cinta bukan seperti gula-gula kapas yang bisa kau rasa manis hingga ke hujungnya..

Cinta itu pengorbanan

Mengakui kau cinta umpama menyerah diri untuk disakiti..

Cinta itu menyakitkan..

Seperti aku..

Yang sakit tatkala aku tak mampu bahagia tanpa kau..

Sakit tatkala bahagia kau penting dari bahagia aku..

Cinta itu kehilangan diri..

Seperti aku

Yang dah lama hilang diambil engkau..

Aku yang kosong tanpa tawa kau..

Ini semua kejam..

Aku tertipu pada propaganda cinta..

Ini semua memang kejam..

THE WORLD DOES NOT CIRCULATE AROUND YOU..

Well,of course everyone have their own opinion..

Have their own perspective on how they see something..

But child,that is why we have the words “toleration’’..

We just have to let them be..

It is not about how to love others,

But how to accept them..

Our distinctiveness makes us special..

Because I hate the way everyone have something to comment on others..

Like how they act, how they behave and what they have said..

What he write on his twitter seems disturbing..

What they wrote on their blog is overated..

The caption of her picture is annoying..

This and that..

Well how do I put this delicately??

IT IS NOT YOUR FUCKING CONCERN..

On how people should behave..

Are you going to set a standard for all of us??

On how exactly normal people should act like??

Well fuck you because I don’t want to be normal..

I just want to be me..

I wonder if you still read my blog..

i mean after all that happen..

well if you still does..

I MISS YOU..

i just miss you so much..

that sometimes i woke up in the middle of the night,thinking of you..

#talking to the moon,bruno mars

KATA KAWAN SAMPAI MATI..

Entry kali ni is nothing pun actly,just nk luahkan rasa hati..

Rasa hati aku y sedikit kecewa dengan kawan2 sekolah aku dulu y mana hubungan kitaorang makin renggang..tapi ape boleh aku buat,doa jela..

Aku rindu,sungguh aku rindu..aku sedih bile kite macam ni..

Bukan aku xtry,aku tegur byk kali,fb,twitter..

Tapi too bad there was no reply,at all..

Pergi aktiviti,kenduri semua,I’m not invited..

Memang kadang2 aku sempit masa,xboleh pergi..tpi if u are a real friend,well its not hurt to ask..

Aku buat entry ni,bukan sbb aku nk d’layan special..tak sama sekali..

Aku try tegur smpai satu tahap aku dah rasa malu,because I feel like complete stranger to you..

Padahal kite kenal lama..

Kita kawan dari sekolah rendah..sekolah menengah same2..

Kite g kawad same2..ke korang lupe dah??..

Kita sama suka sama sedih..keje same2..enjoy same2..

Kita sama2 makan ape je y kita ada time2 tu..

Dlm kelas,dekat sekolah..time raya paling heaven..

Semua tu macam tade makna bile korang macam ni..

Kita share susah senang,masalah kite,gembira kita..

Sungguh aku sedih..

Tapi aku sorang,dan maybe aku je y d’left out of the group..

Sapa tahu kan..

Die y dulu selalu je dduk2 tepi meja,borak2 xnk behenti time relief class..

Now dah sombong..yelaa,sume pun budak hot..

Takapa la,betul takapa..

Aku just happy,masing2 ade life masing2..happy,cool..

Aku,kawan2 sekolah are no longer needed..tape,I just pray fo your happiness kawan..

Sebab bagi aku,bile aku panggil kau kawan,,kau kawan aku sampai mati..

Aku sayang korang semua.. <3

p/s: ni kenangan dulu2,sikit je y aku berjaya retrieve,its heaven.. J